There was a time in my life when my emotional and psychological suffering was so intense that I was going to blow my brains out. I told myself that I would only do that while I was fully conscious so I meditated alone for several days on end with a loaded .357-magnum in my mouth. At one point I become completely clear about what my true intentions were, and so I chose pain and terror over death and put down the gun. I created this chaos star as an embodiment of these experiences -done by Josh at Twisted Sol
Here I am 8 years later. I am still alive. I am a different man and still totally proud of this ink and the decision that it represents... that I can live on with a grin no matter what kind of pain or terrible experience I am faced with.